It's been awhile since I've posted here, I guess part of it was from paranoia and the other just from not really having much to talk about. This one is actually not one of my more fun posts. To get to the point the past few days I've been having a few doubts and wondering if I can fully trust my bf. I think part of it is because of where he's now living. *sighs* I hate how paranoid I've been, but I'm thinking that it will probably pass.

One talk I had with a friend last night helped to put my mind at ease quite a bit last night, as it just basicly ended up confirming what I already knew. To be honest what the friend said actually made me feel like an idiot for having doubts about my bf. Plus a few things my bf said last night helped. I love the man, and honestly I don't want to lose him. Things just haven't been easy in this relationship, but then again I never expected them to be easy.